Chronicles of a Collective Soul Spiritual Awakening and Healing

Since 2018, I have kept a journal. It all began when one day I was questioning everything even down to reality! I was searching for the meaning of life and questioning the validity of the social system that had been instilled into my subconscious programming since the day I was born on Earth. As I did this, I began to write it down in a notebook. It had lines, pictures and graphs of different versions of reality if I would had made a different choice.  Writing seemed to fill a void within me. When I would write, my writings would be validated through dreams or watching a YouTube video. What do you think I was searching for? I wanted to fill a void an emptiness that was within. I wanted answers to questions about my existence. What was I here to do? What is my purpose? All these things were thoughts within my mind. Not just thoughts within my mind alone but a collective consciousness of individuals that all feel the same way. That are all on the same frequency of wanting to know....

My parents were JoAnn and David. My Mom was born on July 10, 1946 and my Dad was born on August 10, 1934. There is a twelve year age difference between the two of them. They celebrated their 55th Wedding Anniversary on May 29, 2023. That is 55 Years with the same person! The only person each of them was ever with. My parents were from an era when once a man and woman devoted themselves to each other they stayed together a lifetime. That is what a marriage union is supposed to be like between two people. My parents met  through a friend and were married in 1968. It was not long after that I was born. I grew up an only child. My dad served in the Navy for four years in the 1950s. He had various jobs as a park ranger and even filmed a documentary in Carlsbad Caverns. My Dad has lots of interesting stories to tell from his early days as a park ranger and things he has experienced. While I was going to school, my Dad worked at Pan Am Airlines in the warehouse as a cargo clerk. He worked...

Greetings and Namaste Collective Soul Family! The purpose of this blog is going to be focused on a spiritual awakening process and all the events that lead up to that for me. My intention is to go through a healing journey with you.  It will entail learning things together. It will allow us to have a safe place away from judgement. It will allow me to tell you my back story that leads up to where I am at now and how I awoke and what happened. Perhaps you will even relate to some of my story. Afterall, we all have a story waiting to be told. This is my story. With out further ado, allow me to introduce myself to you. My name is Carolyn. I was born in South Miami and grew up in Homestead, Florida. I an an only child and the daughter of Joann and David. My lovely parents who had me on December 17, 1969. I am currently 53 years young. I graduated from Homestead Senior High School in 1988. After graduation, I decided I wanted to make money so I got my first job as a hostess at a restaur...